one day ....one day....

one month pass jor.....
also miss gan he....
so long time jor ...
y i also cannot 4get him...
can die jor loh....!!!
alamak!!
dim xun wor~
haha~
but its ok lar~can c dou he ...can miss he~can....
but only one thing cannot jek
is...cannot with he togerther><...
aiyar~
everyday always lam dou he....
i also dontno say gud or bad><
今天不知发了什么神经真的很想念他很爱很爱他.....
每一天盼望他真的会来找我....能在回一起看到他得我心真的跳到很快.......
我真的很害怕我的泪一直流不停....而这些泪是为你哭....哭了你又不懂..我们都没在一起....
每一对恋人最想要的是能核心爱的人能够永远快快乐乐的一起一步一步得慢慢的一起经历路程....
但我很想和你走每一步...我不用什么甜言蜜语也不用说死缠烂打...只想和你努力寻找甜美回忆....有些人说....爱你爱你...担=但心只是觉得整天酱问不烦的咩？但不知问的原因是什么....担心有一天女孩会失去男孩..说、所以女孩只能一直问....如果男孩有一天告诉了女孩我不爱你...至少男孩没欺骗女孩...女孩也不会太难过....这女孩只会默默的想着男孩...默默地爱着男孩.....
而我...是因一些问题导致分手....但我也会默默地爱你...默默地想你...默默地关心你.....
真的很怀念你牵住藕的手....真的真的好像再试一次给你牵住藕的手....然后藕不会放掉你的手...藕会紧握住你的手...不再让你离开藕....><
但在回一起的机率太少了...
我只能在心里想着你
真想大声地告诉你....
L.J.L ai lab eu~~









好啦喂~时间也不早了~
古奶~~

唐禹哲-放過你自己吧 KTV

until now...also cannot give up eu...

walao~
long time ago jor~
y me also miss he wor~><
mcb!!!
我还记得我们的点点滴滴....虽然我对你的思念还是那么的浓烈....但我只我们根本不可能还在一起....想起我们的回忆,,,我真的笑了起来....真的好甜好甜...但不禁的又哭了出来...或许真的很爱很爱你吧...但又放不下你...该怎么办？
想起你牵着我的手一起看戏...那一刻我真的好幸福哦~想起你对我的每一个微笑每一次撒娇...我真的觉得好甜好甜...
你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕 我的手 忘不了 你手的温度.....真的真的好想在一次拥有你...但又害怕再次失去你T^T
感觉自己越来越笨了....每当我到哪里...都有你的记号,,,为何我那么的想念你...你却忘记我对你的好 ...或许真的分了对彼此都好吧...但我永远忘不掉你对我的好...突然好想你你会在那里过得快乐或委屈...一天一天的过去...一天一天的想念你...一天一天的哭...都是为了你...有时虽然能看到你..但彼此都不说话..只能擦肩而过...为何搞到自己将痛苦..为何不好好的去谈场恋爱把你忘掉？为何为何为何~都是你!!害我爱上了你...又要从我脑海里把你忘记！！突然好想念你的抱抱...突然好想念你叫我的称号...
对你的点点滴滴..我真的忘不了
或许我太傻
但我没后悔我爱上了你
我班的女生几乎都是情侣...我只能羡慕
左边跟早上班...右边跟前面...后面跟外面的..后面的右边本来也是有伴...但分了....
好羡慕他们
本来我也可以酱的...但因某些事...照成遗憾...
我该怎样忘记你
好想好想念你~~
我不会忘记你...也不会因你而导致自己捉不会自己

我会很快乐的
我不会再伪装自己的快乐
我要我余彤蒽！！做自己！！


看着他们幸福的样子...我替他们开心,,祝有情人的永远在一起
还单身的
加油~~
继续寻找真爱吧~~

long time no come to writ jor~~yeahs~i'm come back

so fast so fast~
exam yao guo qu jor~~yeahsss~~
so good~~^^
but....
one day one day gam duo qu....
also missing he....
something c duo he~~so happy~~
but i cannot chat with he.....
cause i c duo he...so very ganjiongT^T
haha~today wor~c dou he~~!!!!
ya haha~
so high~
hehe...XPso miss he...
lalalala~(this is we do friend shi he send on my fb^^)
haha~have one time we sms until 4a.m~~
walao ~sot jor~
but so happy geh~^^
he say i so guan sam he...(lol...i dui everyone also like that geh lar~)
XDbut....gor zhan si lar~
than sunday...
6~7p.m..
he say can i do your bf....(walao i hak dou!!)
so i lam jor yao lam
than...promise jorXP
hehe~

love eu love eu also love eu
if everyday can c he one time wor~
i so happy jor ~~~!!^^
hahaha~
lam dou he i so happy so high jor~


but if now also togerther...
i think we very sweet ...i will very love eu n miss bii geh lor~~^^
but lam dou so sweet...
than lam dou now...
me yao cry jorT^T

cannot verytime miss he shi cry geh~
must miss he shi will be happy~
^^


L....
so so so so lave eu~~
muack~bii
long time no ting dou u ask me bii jor>
wu~~~~~
i will in my heart love eu~
i will wait eu~~

haha~

不想多说~
会慢慢忘记你 

today....so...so...so....want die

i wanted kill self!!!!
haiz...aiyor~
something make my dontwant at home><
if......
he will an wei me...than ask me dontwant angry^^
but...i cry geh shi hou....
so miss he><
want he at my shen bian puii me><><><
but....bu ke neng
if he at my shen bian
he will an wei wo...
so good><
but.....
is past jor ><
haiz haiz haiz.....
so sutpbit geh lor~
say jor want give up he!!!
y yao lam he jor><><><
haiz....T^T
xun bah lah~~
i will one day more than one day dontwant miss eu><



hahaha
i can geh~

so night jor ><
but sleep bu dao
cause drink jor coffe>
aiyor
coffe ah coffe~ what time u want give me sleep?
no sleep i will lam he jor><
cannot geh a~~~
fast make me so tired lar~


have many friend say
until now...
he zhi de eu love he?
haiz...
i dont know a~
i only know love he now want give up he
cantno 4get he><



ok lar~
good 9
muack!~

4get eu geh first

haha~
i really want 4get u!!
cause u no love me
than i dont want love u jorT^T
到了酱久还不能忘记他？我sotjor?瓦劳！
为何为了他搞到自己不是自己？
朋友也说我变了....不像以前那个那么那么开心的开心果了><
觉得自己真的累了.....
有可能真的太爱他反而照成伤害吧....
天天想的是他...爱的是他....恨的也是他...
恨什么？？恨他丢下我？恨他放弃了他的一言一语？
死人头！！说过的东西又不要做到！！
很伤我的心咯！！
我能埋怨谁？只能说自己太笨！
开开心心单身不就好咯！！
还想讲多....他都不要你了.......再酱你只会更痛苦！
和必酱痛苦！连经过都不看你一眼！表再理他了T^T
在想他....自己更心痛！
放下他吧~
彤蒽！你没有了他不用死的拉！
你还有很多关心你的朋友....还有很多很多永远在你身边的朋友....永远支持你的朋友....为何要为了他搞到自己人不像人彤蒽不像彤蒽....
醒拉喂~表再在乎他了....现在的他不值得我去爱不值得我去在乎.....我要做回真正的自己....别再哭了多不值得.....
但不知有做么！！死人恼又想你了T^T.....
haiz....
暂时读书先吧....表想太多....真的真的和爱你....你教我如何对你死心.....
一天一天酱过去....还是忘不了他....
是我放不下他....还是真的真的很爱他?
haiz....~
算吧~过去的就让它过去吧...
真想和他在一起~^^
嘿嘿嘿~
想罢了（给自己爽下也无防)
hahahaha
狂笑有用于帮助我不再想他吗？
如果能我天天至少笑5粒钟以上....
表问为什么....
原因很简单....
就是....就是...
哎哟~大家聪明人...都懂我性格.....就酱~





突然好像你你会在那里？
想你~已经是过去了！！
现在我要做回真正的自己！！
彤蒽是个快乐又活泼的大小姐....一定能振作起来！！


好啦喂~
我差不多也该去猪猪了~
安安~
古奶~

yao miss u

hahahaha
i sot jor lu~
i everyday miss he~~
haha~
but now is ok geh~
my heart have he enoght jor~^^
love eu love eu so love eu^^
in my heart nah~~^^
hahaha
i dontno y
break jor
but miss he shi
so happy^^
so sweet^^
maybe i very very very love he bah^^
break jor....
so miss he...T^T
today...
listen song ....
yao cry jorT^T><
yu thong earn!!!
cantno miss he jor><
he now is not ur bf jor!
but....
my heart...
dontwant listen me talk what!!
T^T^T^T^T^T wuwuwuwu~~~
so miss he><><><><><
who can tell me he lam gan what?
do gan what?
he he he!!!
everyday he he he jek><
cause....
miss he loh....
lok!
i want fang qi u!
i dontwant like that jor><
cantno say san fu...
cause...
love one people no san fu geh><
i sam tong jek><
cause i cannot puii u jor><
i promise self....
want to wait u....
now...
i feel ....u 4get me jor
dontwant>
i dontwant u 4get me><><
haiz....
i want kill self><
cause i so love u...
i dontwant break with u gek
but u lie me...
than i promise u so i ting hua le><
y u want break jek!!
ben dan!ben dan!
i so san fu!
y i love u more than one day
but u 4get me one day more than one day!!
bii....
so miss uT^T
y break jor i also very love u?
cause if i no do wrong thing
we no break geh><
wuwuwuwuwu~~~
now except cry i can do what?
fine he?
fine he say what?
i want together with u?
kekekeke
can mie??
lok!!
i will remember u!!
give me geh tong n give u know!
i very love u
cannot no u!!
i will wait u~~!!
    



die le loh!!!
tiap tiap hari miss u!!

today...~go to cut hair~

haha~
me go to cut hair jor lu~~
he say gor~
dontwant give me go to cut ....
but...
not me bu ting hua><
not cut shorter lar~
have liu xing bah le~
hehe
cut jor~
i very sam tongT^T
but ok lar~^^
mun yi lo~
but qian mian very short><
T^T
hehe
will long geh~
wei jor he cut?
no lar~
wei jor he cut what?
memory?
sot jor mie~
kekekezzz
not lar~
we have many memory cannot 4get
i will remember~
is u make me happy....
is u make me cry about u
is u make me sam tong
is u make me frist time so love one people
is u make me worry u
is u make me miss u
is u make me is a naugth girl change to guai guai liu
is u make  me frist time ting hua about u
so i dontwant 4get
is sweet memory~^^

                                                                     拍谢~藕舌头太长=p

                                                              怀念藕以前的头发T^T

怡保一日游

怡保的小桂林^^
拍照...一定少不了本小姐的吖^^











这地方不错~的空可以去游玩~哦~^^

yao miss eu jor

haiz...
i'm stupbit girl....
everyday miss u yao dim?!!
so stupbit lo!
yu thong earn !!!
wake up a~~!
cannot sleep jor><
cause have many time must u go to do.....
hehe
i want sot sot jor~
6day already jor lu~~
haha
stupbit girl yao miss u jor(mii)><
y ....me cannot give up u??
cause me  really love u??
but i love u yao dim?
u  no love me jor~~...
hahahaha
earn~
u must happy a~
yes!!
very love he
but love in heart bah~
will better ~
u say geh
'better singer is good '
but y u want love me?
dui me have feel?
make me love u?
u say singer singer singer!
y u want like me?
cause dang shi have feel?
yar~
yes yes yes ....
now no feel jor~~?
haiz.....
so i say i is very stupbit  on the earth!



hahaha
l.j.l
yao miss u jor

today...yao miss he jor

this is miss u 4day jor~...
but u know?
haiz...
this three day have see duo u ...(my heart tiao dao very fast)><
everyday i cry
thong earn!!
cry what!
dontwant cry jor!
cannot cry!!
he no love u jor
break jor
dontwant like that!!
y i like that?
if give me xxxboy o
i no cry more loh
no i no love
but now....
i so love he
one day love than one day...
but he one day 4get me more than one day....
T^T^T^T^T^T^T
y  he want like that
i say guo n promise jor...
but he ....
haiz...
have some people say
ur bf leh?
no go to find he?
no miss he?
haiz...
my heart cry already....
if we no break ...
now i can say wiht they
hehe at class guo~
wait can find he^^
have~ very miss he^^
but now ....
miss~
in heart loh~
everyday say wiht self
dontwant cry
cry than?
he find u?
with u together?
haiz...
everyday i make self happy ...
y i want like that?
cause he!!
break jor 5day
but...
also miss he ...
i dontwant cry
but...i can do what...
he no love me jor...
haiz...
go to find another?
sot jor mie....
i dontwant!!
i love u jek><
so...
i can wait u
i hope u can give me one more time
cause i very love u n miss u
i can do what?
kill self than dontwant love u jor?
haiz...
is me wrong
i know
but...
i promise jor i dontwant play knife jor
now i ting hua
no play jor
can do what make u come back my life?
wait wait wait?
haiz...
yu thong earn
wake up lar~
is u do wrong
so cannot say what




today
school teacher sot jor
i no like my school
teacher!!
today he p....
break jor he alway everyday p...
y want like that?
but...
i so happy le
cause...
with he together ...
he no everytime p
hehe^^
this is me so happy thing
he ting hua
but i also have ting hua
i no play n i no...jor><
is past jor
but i can say waht
say me stupbit lo


l.j.l!
thank u muack~bii
i know i cannot like that call u...
but u in my heart
4ever is my biiT^TT^T
cannot cry jor
maybe he give up u jor....
yu thong earn
must be happy


love u...
everyday miss u
but my heart tell me if miss u one day more than one day
my heart one day will tong guo one day....

broken with u of firsday

haiz....
fen jor lu.....
haha
i say give self ....
he dontwant you jor
y u want like that ?y u want cry ?cry joryou dim?
he dont will hui tuo find u geh ~
suan ba lah~


but ..... dao now i very miss  u know?
i say jor i dontwant fen
i know i wrong jor
i promise u jor ...so i no play .....jor
y u dontwant xin woT^T
today i dontno y my hand yao ge dao
not me go to take knife play
i dontno y geh~
if we now togerther
i think u will guan xin wo....
i want u
i know u very worry me
u worry me is u care me n love me ....
we can 4ever de
is me naught ....
i say jor sorry
i promise u i no next time jor ...
y u dontwant give me one more time?
haiz...
fen zao fen jor
but  i so love u
u say gor dontwant let me go ...but now is u dontwant me jor ....
say guo geh ye y u can 4get!!!
T^T
i cry jor yao cry
i what cry ?cause u! cause u....!
i love u miss u ...
but now...
i can do what ?
ask u come back my sheng bian??
can mie?
maybe u have love another jor
i now can tell me self what?
dontwant unhappy?
dontwant like that?
dontwant love u jor?
can mie??!!
can!!!
i can !!
must can!
cause u no love me jor
i want be happy !
i cannot like that jor
this is not me
me!!
 me !!yu thong earn is very happy !dontwant wei le one boy nong dao self like that
i no he i can guo de hen hao de!!
i can de!
i want be happy!
i dontwant yao cry jor...
but... this is lie self jek>
y i very love u??
i dontno leh...
haiz
maybe is my wrong gua
if i start i no play knife...
now ...
we very xing fu de
..........
but now ......haiz haiz haiz......



leexx
i love u!!
but ....this is past jor
now ...
i is singer
........
i will wait u??
see bah...
better u in my life is very good bah...
but ...
now can do geh jiu is make me self happy
thank bii this 3week
thank u give me love in this 3week ....
i will happy de

bii~

can u say wiht me
now u doing what ?at whrer?have eat?drink more water?have miss me?
who can say wiht me...u doing what?...
i so miss u T^T

miss u....bii

one day no chat with bii jor .....
so miss he T^T
haiz....
y can like that de.....
today ....miss u miss dao cry jor(yar~i like cry lo><)
cause miss u ma~
hope can everyday see duo u><
T^TT^T
wakeup...hope can see dao u geh message...
but....so sad de is ....no your messageT^T
i so scare....i scare u dontwant me jor><
u cannot 4get me ....
ok?
send message give u ...u no reply me...(i know bii have fu chong....)
but must ting hua o^^
drink more water eat more dian...n dontwant 4get miss me o^^
love u
one day love u more than one day jor~~
u know ma?
but i think u no see my blog de....(maybe gua)
cause i write chinese ...
but i for the sake of u
 so i try to change to write english ....
i must give u know i lam gan what n my mood
everyday i mood is for u change de><
cause i will wei jor bii ....
do anything><
b cause i love u

i so so so so so miss u
but u know ma?
i lam u also very miss bii bii geh~=p><

ok lo~
write dao here
88
good night
muackzzz~

嘻嘻....

本小姐开始自恋了><

闲过头...

sot....~u!

=p

表怪藕幼稚...><(眼睛有问题...要去看医生了）

no mood de one day

这三天没上来写....好想你哦....
this tree day ....i have see duo he but....he no see dou me><...(sad dao bao)
i have lam guo....y he can gam gek!
no find me....
但直到我知他有原因....才气消...
当他没找我...没看到我时...我的心....突然好痛....
然后文对我说一些刺激我的话......
还我乱乱想....
哭了...T^T(see!i on class cry ....fish jor><)
都是他害的！！
但每晚都有和他联络...我很开心了
真的放不下他咯...
真想他每天陪伴我....但...haiz~..
有时该给他点自由....所以他坏蛋...我没什么理
抽烟...我也不理了
只想一个然承受....
宣叫我和他说我心在想什么....
但....和他在一起的时间已经很少了.....
不想再对他诉苦....所以....我也放在心...偷偷的哭
但....他明白...我没mood 是因为他...不知是谁告诉他....他说他feel到...lol...又不见他feel到我想他天天陪我...==(xixi thank the people o .....)(cause... no she/he o bii dontno de lo)
但如果他真的feel到....
我真的很开心...^^bii bii~~
thong earn love u so much~~
 we promise guo~
together 43ver de
dont 4get o~
i so younger so i dont will 4get de^^
everyday i so miss bii de loh .....
今天很想把我这3天没写的补回去....
但太想他....只写他...haha(不要怪我><)
每个人都有自己的不便^^
吡~不管如何....
只要有你在我身边...我就会爱你^^
baby boy 永远永远手牵手....一步两步一起走....
我彤蒽只爱你.....
如果天天能陪伴你
哇~爽死我的咯！！~~
haiz....
但我相信有一天能的~~！！
嘻嘻~
好啦喂~.....
本小姐写到这里...
明天再分享我的喜怒哀乐
88
木吖~~

                                                      表怪藕太自恋

                                                       只是本小姐闲过头=p  

                                                                                      

心情复杂的一天

今天.....本来很开心的....
但就是7早8早....
给老豆NYAMT^T
haiz....
一整天没心情....去买东西...他妈的！！在车又nyam!(nyam!nyam!nyam!)
还哭哭（><，我也不想的...心情烦她心情也不好)
今天....心一直疼痛(不是他弄得)是最近都是酱.....)


回到家....头很晕...很想吐(别想歪歪....)
我的吡...哈哈...很关心我叻（几幸福下的）^^


又一度很怀疑自己.....
很怕失去他....真的好像哭.....或许真的很害怕
这一秒幸福....下一秒痛苦....

但我已学会....相信自己这次真的能和他......(hehe....everydody know de lar~)




今天又是给老豆....NYAM 了一天....
haiz~....
又一度想离家出走的感觉
根本不想再呆在这个家
好辛苦...（嘻嘻...幸好又有我的bii~~~安慰我,叫我别酱...）
他酱担心我....我也不能让他失望
只能用一个字....
忍！！！！！！

好啦喂~
我也要去做猪了
古奶了哦
muack~~


bii~
LoV3 u o

想碰......的一天

haiz~
今天早上11补....
我睡迟一点都不可以咩!!(di!一早就可老豆骂粗口)
haiz~


回到家....想去外婆家
但老豆叫我在家
讲一大堆话（这里痛哪里痛....在家看着他)
T^T
我超级饿的.....早上下午都没吃(几可怜下的我）T^T
给他讲到我都没Mood吃东西了......
在房间听歌做猪~~~
爽~~爽~~~爽！！


一睡就睡到7pm
过后~就on9
吊！！
又给我爸nyam!!!!!
haiz~....
他一天不nyam ....他不叫xxx!!


整天给他搞到都没心情.....
突然想到变坏....(别想歪)(是.....)
haiz....
不想说....
答应过自己....不能酱做的...
还是忍忍吧.....


幸好有我比陪我....
不然....
今天....就白嘎聊了




已经凌晨1205了
haiz~
睡不着
刚去看他的部落格
顿时心好痛.....
有时我发现....我一点都不了解他...
感觉好像越来越远....
真搞不懂心在想什么（我）
应该之前给伤上过心....
忘不了那痛苦吧...
我不是不相信他..只是我好害怕历史会重演....T^T
但我唯有相信自己，和相信他....
我知他不会看...(应为他...看不懂华语字）但就算他有看...他懂...又怎样...他不会明白我心在想什么...也不想多说以前的过去...
很怀疑自己...
但最终的选这是....我真的爱他...
他让我觉得不该给他太大压力。我太过紧张他...只会让他喘不过气来...我一挑战了我的限度...别管他太严...
哈哈...我做到了...但心很痛...和他开始的那一天....我答应过自己..要好好的爱惜他....
他很好...很疼我（说着说着...自己也笑了起来)
看来...真的越来越爱他了...但只能盼望和他一起到永久....不然我爱他越深...最后...我的心越来越伤...我有了他...心才慢慢的复原了...不再想从前的事了...
bii thankyou
if not u i think now i heart so bad already
than thank u ...very sayang me....
lok....i dontwant let u go ....
i so scare ...
cause i very love u jor....
i cannot no u ...T^T
haiz~
希望愿望....
真的会让我实现....
陪伴着他....走完一辈子的承诺....